Serendipity

Sometimes life can really fuck you in the ass.
this morning my class mate told my his father had a heart attack.
He was 40.
I mean,being an employee in the 2007 is really stressful.You have to work 40 hours a week and get shitty paying.Thanks to politians,taxes grow and grow. article To be continued.

I (hopfully *sigh*) finish school in 3 years and I don’t think I gonna stay in germany.Getting a good job in this times is nearly impossible.High rates of unemployment and the stupidness of politians make you leave.

Living in this land can’t make you happy forever.

Life is a bitch,screwed by everyone.

haha so true.

I need a hobby!!!so bad I started drawing again. it was strange. but fun.it was just some blabla.(I was never good at drawing ) but it was fun. I also spend 2 1/2 hours on making a snippet picture.i looks great,when I have some free time I will scan it in.

NIN is near….I get more and more excited.

that will be my first real concert.except for the no angels (for everyone who doesn’t know them NO ANGELS )

yeah,well…I wanna be a sprial member without that I will probably stand at the fucking end of the stadium.damn it.

My home town really suck at the moment when you wanna go shopping. on monday that week I’ve seen a wonderful jacket and a gorgeous bag I really really wanted to buy.Unfortunatelly I hadn’t got enough money.so I went to town again,today.and guess what?!that fucking jacket was fucking gone

that’s is so fucking unfair!!grrr I need some new clothes,I’m willing to spend money on it,but here isn’t anything!!!

so I have to wait til I get back to md to get some new stuff. that sucks majorly. but I’m really digging that madonna line forH&M that dresses are kinda cute,I would buy them

but anyhoo, I’m planing something.I’m not sure If it will be possible,but I’m getting spontaneous. things getting intrestin.

can I confess something?

I’m really digging trent at the moment.yeah,I know he could be my dad,but he’s kinda hot at the moment

but he will always be my one true love….

on a platonic way..ya know ?!